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**HOW TO USE THIS GUIDE**  Below are some themed lists of episodes. There is also a Master List of Episodes. A good way to get into the show is to listen to all the episodes about certain things. I suggest you open up the list on your laptop or desktop computer, and have your phone handy. Say you want to listen to all the episodes with DJ Tandem for example. You pull up the list on your computer, and scroll through the feed on your phone and download each episode in order. Once you have them all downloaded you can listen at your leisure! The themed lists are in chronological order-- so the earlier episodes will be more near the bottom of the feed. If you have a suggestion for a new themed list, please email me. Also you can stream all these episodes on the Patreon website. 

**You will need to become a 5 dollar a month Patron to access all the episodes on this list. There is a public feed with over 50 free episodes. Visit Patreon.com/cfree to get access to all 200+ episodes (which is over 300 hours of content)-- when you sign up, you immediately get a private podcast feed that works just like the other one, except it has everything. 

**SOME THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW: 

**The show used to be called Dominant Yoga Radio. We Changed the name to This Esoteric Life in October 2017.

**First thing you should know is that the very early episodes have some cursing. Before we were an esoteric show, we were a more casual show that had some cursing. The earliest shows are a sort of transition between the two shows, and the cussin’ is a remnant. There is no cursing after episode 22 or so. We may have knocked it off before then, but I’m not sure. Assume before episode 22 you might hear some mild cussin!** 

** also in case it’s not obvious, episode #1 in the list below is the oldest episode. The newest ones are currently in the 100s. The list below looks the opposite of how it looks on your podcast feed. So on the listening guide, the show listed at the top is actually at the very bottom of the podcast feed. Basically the podcast feed has the newest episode at the top, but the episode guide has the newest episode at the bottom of the list. **

** The Main Show is one guy named C-Free (I’m him). The other guy you hear a lot is DJ TANDEM, who is a legit Brain Scientist. He is very scientific-- but very open minded about occult things. We discuss the scientific possibilities of OCCULT phenomena. We try to keep his personal details a secret, because it’s slightly risky for a guy like him to be doing a show like this-- given the materialist paradigm in science and all. Also if you see the words “Call-In Show” that is an episode where a listeners calls in and we chat. These are some of the best episodes. Don’t sleep on them. You can call in too if you want! **

**there are 2 types of episodes on the feed: “Public” episodes that were once on the public feed or still are, and “Inner Circle”shows that were only ever available to patrons. These are mixed together on the feed, as they are in chronological order.  There are currently around 80 “Public” Shows and about 25 “Inner Circle” Shows. The Inner Circle (i.c. for short) shows are even better than regular shows, because they are even more Occult, weird, and personal than the Public shows. So joining Inner Circle and becoming a Patron is really worth it, because it gets you content that isn’t available any other way, and it’s some of the best stuff. I tell some actual secrets in these eps. Please keep it between us. p.s. the Inner Circle Shows have the letters "ic" in the title. **

**we do the show in 7 week cycles. 7 weeks of shows, and two weeks of rest-- completing a 9 week cycle. For Occult reasons, this is the best way to do it. Don’t worry-- we make tons of content during the 7 weeks of activity. Most people use the two weeks to catch up on shows.**

**We’re not screwing around here. We are deadly serious about what we are saying and we believe you too. Like the Ghost Busters. We are here to believe you**

 

** THEMED LISTS ** 

( The Complete List of episodes is beneath the themed lists. If you have a suggestion for a new themed list email me. )

Esoteric Christianity Episodes


11. The Lucifer-Satan-Christ Trinity: The Two Devils in You
13. Heretical Christmas Special: Jesus Was Never a Zombie-- St. Paul the Gnostic
16. Book of Enoch | Nephilim | Raphael Consciousness
26. The Occult DaVinci Code: Esoteric Magdalene + Analysis of Alex Jones on JRE #911
29. Esoteric View of Ghosts / Catholic Exorcism / The Mystic Up-Down
40. ic #4 The Mystery of Devil Christ
49. Esoteric Cure For Depression: Magdalene Apologetics
54. Meditations on the Gospel of Thomas
55. ic #8 More Meditations on the Gospel of Thomas
58. ic #10 Esoteric Lord’s Prayer
59. An Intro to Esoteric Christianity Part 1
60. ic #11 An Intro to Esoteric Christianity Part 2
61. Meditations on the After Life
68. Buddhist Christianity 1.0
84. Call-In Show: Conversation With a Calvinist
92. Tag An Atheist (Or Not): A Response To The Viral Video
98. Jesus The Exorcist
102. Esoteric Jesus-ism 101 + How To Meditate
105.   ic #25 Ahriman and Me

 

C-Free calling out Charlatans:


14. Exposing a Pseudo Mystery School: the Difference between A Cult and The Occult
35. WTF is this Fake Illuminati??
36. Illuminati Drama Update
52. ic #7 Remembering Past Lives (OR NOT)
57. Bruno Borges & Simulation Theory
 

C-Free and Friends Occult Adventures:


31. Call in Show: In The Grips of a Psychic Vampire
81. The Story of C-Free’s Secret Club
41. ic #5 Anatomy of a Vampire

Episodes with DJ Tandem (The Mystic and The Scientist):

1.   Remote Viewing Special
2.    Parapsychology, Ancient Egypt, Shamanic Trance States
3.    Remote Viewing Experiment Results
4.    We Believe in Reincarnation and We’ve Got the Documents to Prove It!
5.    Ethics of Reincarnation | Difference Between Thoughts and feelings
6.    Mind Control | Difference Between a Yogi, Initiate, and a Buddha
7.    Curse of King Tut
8.    The Edgar Cayce Special
12.  The 4 Human Bodies: What is God: The Great Architect
17.  Esoteric Electricity: John Chang/ Manly P. Hall / Nikola Tesla Connection
20.  The Spirits or Aliens Debate | Was Steiner Crazy
21.  Addendum to the Aliens vs. Spirits Debate
22.  Esoteric Evolutionary Theory | Immortality | Call of The Far World
27.  Binaural Beats and The Secret of the Great Pyramid
32.  Flat Earth: The Occult Danger of Anti Science
43.  Secrets of Sleep Paralysis
46.  Plant Allies, Spirit, Fasting, Meditation
50.  DJ Tandem’s Guide to the Chakras and Glands
56.  Self Healing: Combining Religion and Science
64.  Scientism VS. The Occult | Esoteric Niels Bohr
69.  ic #14 Conspiracies We Believe
74.  BODY ENERGY SCIENCE
75.  ic #16 The Occult Truth About Free Will
83.  The Mystery of Concentration
87.  The Akashic Record and Psychosomatic Occultism
95.  What Is The Soul?
101. Occult Powers  of Memory

 

THE INNER CIRCLE EPISODES

37.  ic #1 How To Contact the Hidden Masters
38.  ic #2 Ritual Meditation Theory and Practice
39.  ic #3 Revised Ritual Meditation
40.  ic #4 The Mystery of Devil Christ
41.  ic #5 Anatomy of a Vampire
47.  ic# 6 The Telepathy Conspiracy
52.  ic #7 Remembering Past Lives (OR NOT)
55.  ic #8 More Meditations on the Gospel of Thomas
58.  ic #10 Esoteric Lord’s Prayer
60.  ic #11 An Intro to Esoteric Christianity Part 2
65.  ic #12    LEVEL 3
67.  ic #13 Making Things Up (and How Not To)
69.  ic #14 Conspiracies We Believe
73.  ic #15 CONTACT + The Esoteric Cure For Anxiety
75.  ic #16 The Occult Truth About Free Will
76.  ic #17 Quest For The Hidden Chi
77.  ic #18 Temporary Monasticism and the Spiritual Embryo
80.  ic #19 How To Know Higher Worlds Part 1
82.  ic #20 The God Code
94.  ic #21 It Was All So Simple
97.  ic #23 Peace Palace
103. ic #24 Egregore
105. ic #25 Ahriman and Me
107. ic# 26 The Strange Secret

 

THE MASTER EPISODE LIST (From Oldest To Newest)

  1. Who Was Jesus’s Teacher | Altar Theory and Practice

  2. The Edgar Cayce Jesus Connection : Our Story So Far

  3. The Lucifer-Satan-Christ Trinity: The Two Devils in You

  4. The 4 Human Bodies: What is God: The Great Architect

  5. Heretical Christmas Special: Jesus Was Never a Zombie-- St. Paul the Gnostic

  6. Exposing a Pseudo Mystery School: the Difference between A Cult and The Occult

  7. Esoteric Cure for Mental Illness: Thin line between enlightened and insane

  8. Book of Enoch | Nephilim | Raphael Consciousness

  9. Esoteric Electricity: John Chang/ Manly P. Hall / Nikola Tesla Connection

  10. How To Do Rituals | Esoteric Self confidence

  11. Call In Show: Leaving Religion To Find The Truth

  12. The Spirits or Aliens Debate | Was Steiner Crazy

  13. Addendum to the Aliens vs. Spirits Debate

  14. Esoteric Evolutionary Theory | Immortality | Call of The Far World

  15. Esoteric View of Politics: Trancending Lucifer and Satan

  16. The Greatest Philosopher of All Time

  17. Call In Show: In The Inner Circle of A cult

  18. The Occult DaVinci Code: Esoteric Magdalene + Analysis of Alex Jones on JRE #911

  19. Binaural Beats and The Secret of the Great Pyramid

  20. Call in Show: I Want To Be A Mason But...

  21. Esoteric View of Ghosts / Catholic Exorcism / The Mystic Up-Down

  22. The Illuminati Wants Me / Occult Individualism

  23. Call in Show: In The Grips of a Psychic Vampire

  24. Flat Earth: The Occult Danger of Anti Science

  25. Call-In Show: Conversation with a Mason

  26. In Praise of the Mail Order Mystery School

  27. WTF is this Fake Illuminati??

  28. Illuminati Drama Update

  29. ic #1 How To Contact the Hidden Masters

  30. ic #2 Ritual Meditation Theory and Practice

  31. ic #3 Revised Ritual Meditation

  32. ic #4 The Mystery of Devil Christ

  33. ic #5 Anatomy of a Vampire

  34. The Kybalion Part 1: The Mystery of Authorship

  35. Secrets of Sleep Paralysis

  36. The Kybalion Part 2: The New Religion

  37. Meditations on the Georgia Guidestones

  38. Plant Allies, Spirit, Fasting, Meditation

  39. ic #6 The Telepathy Conspiracy

  40. Call In Show: From Concerta to Zen

  41. Esoteric Cure For Depression: Magdalene Apologetics

  42. DJ Tandem’s Guide to the Chakras and Glands

  43. Call-In Show: Masonic Controversies & Making Binaural Beats

  44. ic #7 Remembering Past Lives (OR NOT)

  45. ETs and Ezekiel’s Vision/ Esoteric Origin of Science

  46. Meditations on the Gospel of Thomas

  47. ic #8 More Meditations on the Gospel of Thomas

  48. Self Healing: Combining Religion and Science

  49. Bruno Borges & Simulation Theory

  50. ic #10 Esoteric Lord’s Prayer

  51. An Intro to Esoteric Christianity Part 1

  52. ic #11 An Intro to Esoteric Christianity Part 2

  53. Meditations on the After Life

  54. Mystics and Money

  55. Imagination As The Spiritual World

  56. Scientism VS. The Occult | Esoteric Niels Bohr

  57. ic #12 LEVEL 3

  58. The Truth About Reincarnation

  59. ic #13 Making Things Up (and How Not To)

  60. Buddhist Christianity 1.0

  61. ic #14 Conspiracies We Believe

  62. Call-In Show: We Are Each Other’s Church

  63. In Defense of The Ego

  64. How Spirituality Can Save The World

  65. ic #15 CONTACT + The Esoteric Cure For Anxiety

  66. BODY ENERGY SCIENCE

  67. ic #16 The Occult Truth About Free Will

  68. ic #17 Quest For The Hidden Chi

  69. ic #18 Temporary Monasticism and the Spiritual Embryo

  70. Call-In Show: You’re A Mason and Don’t Know It

  71. Secrets Of The Hypnagogic State

  72. ic #19 How To Know Higher Worlds Part 1

  73. The Story of C-Free’s Secret Club

  74. ic #20 The God Code

  75. The Mystery of Concentration

  76. Call-In Show: Conversation With a Calvinist

  77. ESOTERIC BOOKS & What’s In Them

  78. Materialism As Fear Of The Spiritual World

  79. The Akashic Record and Psychosomatic Occultism

  80. Call-In Show: Time Machines

  81. A Guide To Spirits and The Esoteric Cure For Depression

  82. Esoteric Wonder Woman and the Mystery of Love

  83. Call-In Show: Talking To God(s) 101

  84. Tag An Atheist (Or Not): A Response To The Viral Video

  85. Science of Psi and Plant Telepathy

  86. ic #21 It Was All So Simple

  87. What Is The Soul?

  88. (Call in Show) Esoteric Astrology

  89. ic #23 Peace Palace

  90. Jesus The Exorcist

  91. Call-In Show: Intro To The Druid Order

  92. Modern Mysteries And The Evolution of God

  93. Occult Powers of Memory

  94. Esoteric Jesus-ism 101 + How To Meditate

  95. ic #24 Egregore

  96. 5 Occult Truths

  97. ic #25 Ahriman and Me

  98. The Mystic and The Occultist

  99. ic# 26 The Strange Secret